So you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past...
kay so its been a while. finals this week. im screwed as usual. but i think im gonna stop caring cuz as soon as spring break came, my brain shut down. lol. soo whats been goin on lately..hmm...well softballs done, choir concerts are done. ooh i got the treble choir spirit award. it was exciting. uhmmm today is graduation. in exactly 39 minutes. im not going, but i know lots of ppl who are graduating. i remember 8th grade graduation. it was so...overwhelming. i remember crying while we were sing 100 years. i remember looking at lindz j and just bursting into tears. i remember saying goodbye to everyone. and then i saw becky, and i just let go. i couldnt hold my tears back anymore. and michelo. i couldnt handle it all. knowing that id be going onto highschool without them just killed me. and now its almost a year later and what do i have to show for it? absolutely nothing. i mean ive made about a bagillion new friends, but i miss my old friends. i talked to george yesterday about how much i missed 8th grade and seeing him everyday and what not. it was hard for me. incase you couldnt tell, im very emotional. i realize now that i really havent changed as much as i thought i did. i mean i did change a lot. i mean i look a little different and i have different friends. and as rach and i always say, "Because I knew you, I have been changed for good." and its insanely cheezy, but because of my newer friends, i think ive changed into a better person. sorry this entry is totally off the wall and random, but hey, cut me some slack. i should be doing my econ packet, but i think ill pass.so anyways, 2 full days of school left. then finals. wa hoo. as you can tell, im ecstatic. mehe not. alright im off but please comment on this though provoking, yet totally random entry.