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I started packing this morning, putting things into brown boxes and padding them with ripped magazines. I have a lot of stuff, but half of the boxes are labeled "kitchen", so at least not all of this is going to be stuffed into my tiny corner of our bedroom. Our bedroom. How strange.
I packed a ridiculous amount of books, mostly things that I haven't read... not a good thing. Other than that, I've been doing a good job of keeping things to a minimum. I haven't really started packing clothes yet, as I've been planning to wait until the last moment to do that, but I'm really going to have to limit myself with that.
All this packing is making me excited about going. And for all my sadness, I am excited. I'm not wishing I WASN'T going, and I'm sure I'm going to enjoy it. In four weeks I'm sure I'll be totally fine, and there really isn't much to hold me here anymore.
But Jesus Christ, I'm going to miss my coworkers. Or, I guess not my coworkers anymore (I hate that term anyways... they're just my friends). Work was this huge stable in my life... something separate from everyone else, surrounded by people that GOT me. I felt loved.
I love a good adventure. And college will be a crazy one. But I hate change, too.
I packed a ridiculous amount of books, mostly things that I haven't read... not a good thing. Other than that, I've been doing a good job of keeping things to a minimum. I haven't really started packing clothes yet, as I've been planning to wait until the last moment to do that, but I'm really going to have to limit myself with that.
All this packing is making me excited about going. And for all my sadness, I am excited. I'm not wishing I WASN'T going, and I'm sure I'm going to enjoy it. In four weeks I'm sure I'll be totally fine, and there really isn't much to hold me here anymore.
But Jesus Christ, I'm going to miss my coworkers. Or, I guess not my coworkers anymore (I hate that term anyways... they're just my friends). Work was this huge stable in my life... something separate from everyone else, surrounded by people that GOT me. I felt loved.
I love a good adventure. And college will be a crazy one. But I hate change, too.