hmm
this thursday went pretty well...or as of right now it went okay.. i went to theory and we didnt get kicked out.. i even tried to answer somthing ..haha i know. it was amazing..but then i came back and took a nap and said byebye to danielle
:( she wont be back till sunday ! i hate being in this room alone but its alright i guess.. ill keep myself entertained. and besides. i can play my music as loud as i want :-P without hers speakers over powering mine! but i do miss her :(
i heard j play today..its my favorite sound in the world :) i love just sitting there and listening even he probably hates it but its alright . haha so i had band chair seatings today..haha i thought i did alright..but aparently i was one of the worst .. haha geeze.. 8.2 thats not very good! lol where i sit yet? i have no clue.. but ill tell you when i do find out . he said i need to play with more confidance..cuz i have good tone i just.. hesitate..which i guess is true..but who doesnt do that? unless your cocky or OVER confident. lol.. i went n ate dinner and turned in my english journals on the way back.. so im done with classes for today thank god.. i never wanna take a night class again!
some things are confusing right now.. but i dont wanna question it or push it..ill just let it be i guess ill never really understand some things that happen..but maybe its better that way. at least...its on good terms..
wow i have no life haha i just put in a load of laundry..but it seriously had to be done..and now that danielle is gone.. i cleaned up our room..it was horrible.. n really gross..i wish i had a vacuum haha..if im gonna clean i might as well do it all the way and.. ill probably watch a movie or somthing...b/c im so freakin bored.. i was gonna go do some SAI stuff tonight but i think its too late..cuz they have rehearsal maybe ill be crafty..haha im such a dork :-/ oh well..
things get better by the day..some moments of them are really hard.. but i really try not to think about it.. cuz the less i do that.. the less i feel sad/bad/upset or w-e i just want to smile and go back to the way things were..or how i was at least.. i mean.. i want more. . but we all know thats not very possible at the moment. i like being goofy and silly and acting like a weirdo..b/c thats how i am. i guess for a week or two.. i forgot . but im starting to remember:) and people are helping so it only makes things better
well hope everybody has a good thursday night ;)
<3
:( she wont be back till sunday ! i hate being in this room alone but its alright i guess.. ill keep myself entertained. and besides. i can play my music as loud as i want :-P without hers speakers over powering mine! but i do miss her :(
i heard j play today..its my favorite sound in the world :) i love just sitting there and listening even he probably hates it but its alright . haha so i had band chair seatings today..haha i thought i did alright..but aparently i was one of the worst .. haha geeze.. 8.2 thats not very good! lol where i sit yet? i have no clue.. but ill tell you when i do find out . he said i need to play with more confidance..cuz i have good tone i just.. hesitate..which i guess is true..but who doesnt do that? unless your cocky or OVER confident. lol.. i went n ate dinner and turned in my english journals on the way back.. so im done with classes for today thank god.. i never wanna take a night class again!
some things are confusing right now.. but i dont wanna question it or push it..ill just let it be i guess ill never really understand some things that happen..but maybe its better that way. at least...its on good terms..
wow i have no life haha i just put in a load of laundry..but it seriously had to be done..and now that danielle is gone.. i cleaned up our room..it was horrible.. n really gross..i wish i had a vacuum haha..if im gonna clean i might as well do it all the way and.. ill probably watch a movie or somthing...b/c im so freakin bored.. i was gonna go do some SAI stuff tonight but i think its too late..cuz they have rehearsal maybe ill be crafty..haha im such a dork :-/ oh well..
things get better by the day..some moments of them are really hard.. but i really try not to think about it.. cuz the less i do that.. the less i feel sad/bad/upset or w-e i just want to smile and go back to the way things were..or how i was at least.. i mean.. i want more. . but we all know thats not very possible at the moment. i like being goofy and silly and acting like a weirdo..b/c thats how i am. i guess for a week or two.. i forgot . but im starting to remember:) and people are helping so it only makes things better
well hope everybody has a good thursday night ;)
<3