blaahhh
you know when you're in love with someone and you can't get over it? you try SO HARD and nothing works? no matter what, you can't move on and it hurts like hell...
but eventually you get over it. and then you wonder what the hell took you so long. and for some reason, you can't remember what happened to make you finally move on.
so now here i am on the other side of this thing, and i wish i could remember what pushed me over. see this is why it's such a huge mystery. when you're trying to get over someone, there is nobody to tell you how to do it because as soon as you do, you forget how it was done. it's like amnesia or something.
so NEXT time i go incredibly stupid over a guy, i'll STILL be helpless because i won't remember how i beat it last time. ugh that's so stupid.
anyway...
so i accidentally went shopping yesterday. hmm..well i was stranded in the mall for 2 hours while my car got new tires..what else was i gonna do? bought new jeans and a new red tshirt because i love red tshirts..but anyway, here's hoping my car passes inspection today! :P
yayyyy nick might get stationed here! :)