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I love her and there isn't anything in this world that will change that. SO I've fucked up, what's new? See I do things that really hurt others and the whole time I'm being bad I don't see how my actions are hurting anyone. I tell myself what I'm doing is for me and no one else should matter. But other people do matter and I've been shown that lately. I have a friend who knows me better than anyone else. We got closer than we should and when we were together we felt like everything in the world was perfect. See when I was holding her I felt like I was a good person, I felt like she took me for what I am and what I am was okay. When we were together there was no pain, or disappointments. When we were together we felt like things were possible again. I fucked most things up in my life, I've hurt people, I've cheated, done drugs, drank myself silly but with her I was 100%. I'm not in love with her, or am I? I don't think I am because it's Steph who I want to marry, it's Steph who I want to start over with.
She and I both love someone and we both want things to be how there first were. We want the dreams that were shared to come true. We started to lose hope in our lovers, we started to feel like the dreams were dead and long gone. We found comfort in one another, does that make us bad people? We only want our dreams to come true, we only want to live the life our lovers promised us we would live. We should know better after all we aren't children; we should know that a life like we want is only real in movies and books. I think she and I have had a rude awakening.
She and I both love someone and we both want things to be how there first were. We want the dreams that were shared to come true. We started to lose hope in our lovers, we started to feel like the dreams were dead and long gone. We found comfort in one another, does that make us bad people? We only want our dreams to come true, we only want to live the life our lovers promised us we would live. We should know better after all we aren't children; we should know that a life like we want is only real in movies and books. I think she and I have had a rude awakening.