May 05, 2005 19:08
I had a blast on my tour, CD sells are sky high, the fans are so generous. I would have stayed longer if not for my family here. I'll be back in October and I can't wait.
Tony Head brought one of his daughters to a show. Julie Benz came out for two. Alexis, Liv, Tony and Sarah came to my last show, and Liv came alone to one. Alexis and I put on smiling faces Sunday at the convention, he's an amazing actor, I know his acting skills were at there best with all the smiling he was giving me. What happen between he and I is a long story, he's a private man so I won't share any details. I hope he'll be able to look me in the eye again one day, but if he doesn't I wouldn't blame him.
Liv Tyler and I have became very close friends, she's one of the closest friends I have, one of my best friends. The friendship was tested over the course of last weekend, but we came through it and last night mended what was broken. Liv I'm there for you through thick and thin.
Steph and I were also tested, I fucked up badly with her but she's giving me another chance and I love her even more for it. Humans are frail, and I don't mean our bodies. Our minds and emotions can only take so much. It's only a matter of time that even the best relationships get tested. For me I've lost many of the relationship tests. I'm a terrible boyfriend, and most of the time a terrible friend. When I fell in love with Steph it was a feeling like no longer. Being "in love" and just loving someone can really send me down into a spiral to hell. I'm "in love" with one person and I love another. For a second I forgot the difference between the two loves. It won't forget again.
I'm still on UK time, I'm having a hard time staying awake past 8pm. Dammit I hope by the weekend I'm back to normal self. I'm in Los Angeles, I'm looking for something to do this weekend, anyone have any good ideas?
Has anyone tired the new Lime Coke or Lime Pepsi? I have and I like them both. When I'm OD'ed on Red Bull a good cold Coke or Pepsi will always do. I'm getting random here so I won't say much more. Damn if it wasn't for the rain that I know is coming I'd take a long walk on the beach and then grab something spicy for dinner. I guess I'll settle for hanging out with my friend Steve instead.