regret
went to school today. it stunk. i do not like school. school = bad. i have to go in at 7:10 tommorrow morning to retake an english test. and its an essay test. that is not a good combination. AND THEN tommorrow i have 3 other tests.
other than school nothing really is going on...i didn't go to swimming; after school i talked to kitty, then Will came over for seriously like 10 minutes and we walked around in the freezing cold as i made whatevers going on between us worse...at least, i think i made it worse. i'm not sure. i honestly just can't tell anymore and should just keep my fat mouth shut. and then my parents and i got in a fight about after cotillian and it was pointless and i feel dumb because i caused it because i thought that they might work with me.
and my mom told me she know's that i haven't been eating lunch. i just hate eating in the cafeteria and it just isn't appetizing at all to eat in there - so why should i? i mean, they can't make me eat in there, can they? and we aren't allowed to eat anywhere else in the school, so i'm in a bit of a jam with that one, right?
and i really wanted to go with Will to Return of the King tonight and i decided to be good and not go and i wish that i went, even though i'd probably do something stupid as usual and screw up more stuff.
and i hate always regretting everything
other than school nothing really is going on...i didn't go to swimming; after school i talked to kitty, then Will came over for seriously like 10 minutes and we walked around in the freezing cold as i made whatevers going on between us worse...at least, i think i made it worse. i'm not sure. i honestly just can't tell anymore and should just keep my fat mouth shut. and then my parents and i got in a fight about after cotillian and it was pointless and i feel dumb because i caused it because i thought that they might work with me.
and my mom told me she know's that i haven't been eating lunch. i just hate eating in the cafeteria and it just isn't appetizing at all to eat in there - so why should i? i mean, they can't make me eat in there, can they? and we aren't allowed to eat anywhere else in the school, so i'm in a bit of a jam with that one, right?
and i really wanted to go with Will to Return of the King tonight and i decided to be good and not go and i wish that i went, even though i'd probably do something stupid as usual and screw up more stuff.
and i hate always regretting everything