good thang
okay, so I was in the foulest of moods this morning. Did an all nighter on a presentation about graphic design propaganda (my focus being nazi fascism, communism, constructivism etc) on two hours sleep, whilst suffering from a nasty chest infection.
I woke up thinking, this is it. I am at the end of my rope, the world is an awful
horrible place and yknow generally feeling vulnerable and resentful of having to live at home!! argh!
given the pretty crap vibe in here a the mo.
I then went and did my presentation, and wiped the floor with em!!!!
a 10min presentation, turned into like 30 mins as tutor was genuinely interested in what I was saying and asking loads of questions. (bout nazi degenerative exhibition mainly) I rocked! other ppls were like
"yeah, which one do you thinks better?. i think this ones more eye-catching. yellow isnt it?"
and no-one wanted to go up and be shown up after me...heheheh
: D
That just gave me such a confidence boost, and yes I can be a smart bastard when I want to be and I am generally on a high now. Ive always kind of under achieved academically (just due to general kind of apathy/
existentialist/rock angst)but I feel like a veil has been lifted.
Theres a lot of really stupid people out there, and I should stop fittin in with em. I gotta soar! soar majestcally like a big sweeping majestic thing! woowooo
*glowing* : )
Hope I dont come across as arrogant-just never been the geek before......
on virtually no sleep I am now gonna watch "war of the worlds" and eat pizza. I crave some
conversation with a girly-may go out tonight. *although this may come with the condition of having to sit though harry potter 4! : /
hmmmmmmm
I woke up thinking, this is it. I am at the end of my rope, the world is an awful
horrible place and yknow generally feeling vulnerable and resentful of having to live at home!! argh!
given the pretty crap vibe in here a the mo.
I then went and did my presentation, and wiped the floor with em!!!!
a 10min presentation, turned into like 30 mins as tutor was genuinely interested in what I was saying and asking loads of questions. (bout nazi degenerative exhibition mainly) I rocked! other ppls were like
"yeah, which one do you thinks better?. i think this ones more eye-catching. yellow isnt it?"
and no-one wanted to go up and be shown up after me...heheheh
: D
That just gave me such a confidence boost, and yes I can be a smart bastard when I want to be and I am generally on a high now. Ive always kind of under achieved academically (just due to general kind of apathy/
existentialist/rock angst)but I feel like a veil has been lifted.
Theres a lot of really stupid people out there, and I should stop fittin in with em. I gotta soar! soar majestcally like a big sweeping majestic thing! woowooo
*glowing* : )
Hope I dont come across as arrogant-just never been the geek before......
on virtually no sleep I am now gonna watch "war of the worlds" and eat pizza. I crave some
conversation with a girly-may go out tonight. *although this may come with the condition of having to sit though harry potter 4! : /
hmmmmmmm