wooo!
what a crazy trip my life has been! so many memories and experiences - both good and bad, both building me to the man i am today. it's funny, i was still a boy (who thought he was a man) when i first made this thing. lots of nostalgia tonight, i blame the music (keane). read a lot of old entries, both mine and yours. good stuff..well, until, well you know.
I'm in KOREA!
tell me that 10 years ago, or even 5, that i'd be in the Army..ME! and in South Korea. it's pretty awesome out here, not gonna lie. yeah, there isn't too much to do around here so far other than drink and eat, but wow is the food and drinks good! last weekend i went to seoul and drank at a bar that served mixed drinks in buckets. BUCKETS! needless to say i blacked out after about 4 or 5 long island buckets, but apparently i was dancing and had the whole place around me and they were loving it! i most definitely had to be blacked out for THAT to happen lol.
so i met a girl - a korean girl. we're kind of starting to date. she's really cool but at the same time kind of crazy. i know how to pick em! kind of considering stopping now, and i probably should just because i'm thinking it, but i see in her a lot of potential (bad word usage, like usual) or moreover potential for us..but i just don't know..there seems to be some underlying issues, and call me a dick, but i don't really want to deal with stuff like that anymore..we'll see.
i should have joined the army years ago. someone needs to pinch me because this is TOO EASY. Basic and AIT were the hardest parts, now this is just a cake walk. we really don't do shit. pt in the morning, pmcs our vehicles and then the rest of the day is pretty much chillin. i'll be a pfc in feb, and after either 4 or 6 months i'm going to be shooting for my waiver to go to the board and get promoted for spc. that would be pretty badass if i got it, especially that early. good pay, my own room! and more time to prepare for wlc and the sergeant board.
sometimes i miss my old life. i mostly miss the people in it..they are indeed the ones who made it what it is now..or at least played major roles.
i make myself laugh. especially for how my mind works and how it tries to rationalize thoughts that just can't happen. but i laugh, and laughing feels good, and i like to feel good...imagine that?
maybe i'll update this again soon, maybe i'll just wait another year, who knows. what i do know though is that it is 0410 and i'm still awake somehow...
time to remedy that
I'm in KOREA!
tell me that 10 years ago, or even 5, that i'd be in the Army..ME! and in South Korea. it's pretty awesome out here, not gonna lie. yeah, there isn't too much to do around here so far other than drink and eat, but wow is the food and drinks good! last weekend i went to seoul and drank at a bar that served mixed drinks in buckets. BUCKETS! needless to say i blacked out after about 4 or 5 long island buckets, but apparently i was dancing and had the whole place around me and they were loving it! i most definitely had to be blacked out for THAT to happen lol.
so i met a girl - a korean girl. we're kind of starting to date. she's really cool but at the same time kind of crazy. i know how to pick em! kind of considering stopping now, and i probably should just because i'm thinking it, but i see in her a lot of potential (bad word usage, like usual) or moreover potential for us..but i just don't know..there seems to be some underlying issues, and call me a dick, but i don't really want to deal with stuff like that anymore..we'll see.
i should have joined the army years ago. someone needs to pinch me because this is TOO EASY. Basic and AIT were the hardest parts, now this is just a cake walk. we really don't do shit. pt in the morning, pmcs our vehicles and then the rest of the day is pretty much chillin. i'll be a pfc in feb, and after either 4 or 6 months i'm going to be shooting for my waiver to go to the board and get promoted for spc. that would be pretty badass if i got it, especially that early. good pay, my own room! and more time to prepare for wlc and the sergeant board.
sometimes i miss my old life. i mostly miss the people in it..they are indeed the ones who made it what it is now..or at least played major roles.
i make myself laugh. especially for how my mind works and how it tries to rationalize thoughts that just can't happen. but i laugh, and laughing feels good, and i like to feel good...imagine that?
maybe i'll update this again soon, maybe i'll just wait another year, who knows. what i do know though is that it is 0410 and i'm still awake somehow...
time to remedy that