Nessa's last gift...

[juzt_jay]

jeremy

you'll be
my
everything, eventually
really and truly
everlasting
joy you'll bring to me

jeremy

jokingly I tell you I hate you, however its
everything but that hatred which I feel towards you
reality sets in and tells me that I can't feel for you so deeply so soon
everything sensible tells me that im rushing into something I don't know enough about but
my heart tells me something different it tells me
you are different and that I can trust you and that I'll grow to love you

jeremy

you'll be my jed
my favourite, the
eternal brightness, ensuring
righteousness
entertaining fantasies, providing
jubilance to me

lol Damn man, what happened to the girl who wrote that for me? What happened to the luv that was there... I gotta find it again