some other day perhaps
I've come to the conclusion that i've done everything i possibly could, that i've played the cards the only way i could, and that perhaps no matter how hard i've tried, the different apporaches i've adapted, that the problem isn't with me.
If the months of unemployment, depression and rejection has taught me one thing, it's that life is never fair, and that many times in life we will just have our dreams crushed before us. And though its true that at times one only has themselves to blame, or one gets stabbed in the back, there are times when things are just out of your control, when the fault lies not with us.
I wouldn't say i have a lot to look forward to, but at least i'm feeling contented and happier with myself, no more depressive suicidal anger swirls in my mind. Yes i get bored, i get moody at times, but i always try to find little things to make myself happier.
Cheap beer.
Free beer.
Beer you know you didn't have stored in the cupboard.
Tomorrow is really a day of reckoning for me, i'll be decided upon two areas of life that are probably the most important to me at the moment.
Judging from how everything has been going so far, i'll be happy if just one of them turns of positive.
If the months of unemployment, depression and rejection has taught me one thing, it's that life is never fair, and that many times in life we will just have our dreams crushed before us. And though its true that at times one only has themselves to blame, or one gets stabbed in the back, there are times when things are just out of your control, when the fault lies not with us.
I wouldn't say i have a lot to look forward to, but at least i'm feeling contented and happier with myself, no more depressive suicidal anger swirls in my mind. Yes i get bored, i get moody at times, but i always try to find little things to make myself happier.
Cheap beer.
Free beer.
Beer you know you didn't have stored in the cupboard.
Tomorrow is really a day of reckoning for me, i'll be decided upon two areas of life that are probably the most important to me at the moment.
Judging from how everything has been going so far, i'll be happy if just one of them turns of positive.