Jul 08, 2008 19:10
i am finished with school and i am really bored. the thought of having to stay home everyday incapacitates me. i keep on depressing this one friend who thinks that i keep on focusing on the really boring stuff that just happens to be depressing too. i need to constantly be around people, it helps me not focus on the fact the i still might still be alone. i am taking myself too seriously. i just need to make a choice and stick to it.
it was rather depressing to find out that this guy at the place that i volunteer with has both a wife and a uni brow. we only hear the things we want to while speaking to someone. it is like your brain becomes a strainer. it is too hot to do anything. i feel really guilty about even thinking those thoughts about a man that is married.