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May 04, 2005 15:57

I bombed my physics exam yesterday.
I might have actually passed without studying.
It's kind of hard when you don't have the book
and you're too lazy to walk to the library.
Art was canceled.It's nice to see that Eric
misses about as many classes as I do.
Willy stopped by to snort god knows what
and to throw me down some SOMAS.
He eventually left to go fuck whitney.
That lucky bastard.
Lit a cigarette on the stove,walked outside and
what do you know.My friendly neighbor was there
to smoke a joint on the porch.
I made some music before Jeff,Lisa,Jeff and Jon
showed up.We smoked a blunt and several bowls.
Although enough people were for me not to feel
lonely.I ended up spending most of my time smoking
cigarettes on the bench overlooking the lagoon with
the horny ducks.The company left and I passed out nice
and early.Woke up,made french toast,showered and started
on a song.

I'm confused about alot of things.
About people and why they do the things they do.
I thought there would have been something significant there.
Especially after two years.
Instead I'm left with nothing but hatred and angst.
Maybe the next one I won't trust as much.
Maybe I need to just find a fuck buddy and face the facts
that I'm just going to be alone.
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