Dec 13, 2004 23:37
Life's been interesting:
Last night I got out of the hospital
I was in the hospital for trying to kill myself on Friday.
Fun.
I've been painting like crazy,that has made things alot better than they should be.
It's pretty much all I want to do.That's pretty much all I can do at this instant is create.
This Thursday is my birthday,so hopefully I'll be able to go to the bay and get away from Napa and all it's bullshit for a tad bit.It'd be great to see missed friends.Heidi called me today,she's in holister til the first
I guess we're gonna try and hang out and well....go painting.I've completely stopped drinking and I'm going to try and quit smoking,so at the moment I'm cutting back.One thing I don't think I'll be giving up for awhile is the smokey smokey,only becuase I haven't really had a problem with that...yet.I'm going to be going to counseling,hopefully that will help my emotional state a little.Yeah anyway I hate this thing.bye.