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Is it possible that everything I do I do it wrong? I just wish I were smarter and sharper and more damn capable of facing people and situations the best way I could. I wish I could do everything right, and I always end up acting naive or doing something stupid. I just want to be sly for once, and I feel like there's no room in the world for a person unable to keep her mouth shut when circumstances require it. Plus, I definitely discovered I would love to work already. I hate studying. I always did, no matter how much I like what I am studying, because the mere thought of it makes me puke. I'm a lazy, undeserving person, and I feel like I am wasting both my money and my time. There's just no way I can do anything giving it my best shot. I just don't have the will to. And living away from home gives you no clue about how to behave in the outer world if you can't do that in the first place, and I feel so stupid an' all. And closed comments because I need no pats on my back or any kind or sympathy - it's just that I don't know when I'll be able to grow up and change. I wonder where will I be in five years. Just sayin'.