State of Emergency
Life as of late:
1. My girlfriend, Jeffrie Scantlin, is amazing. She's beautiful, and she makes my life happy and wonderful.
2. I miss my friends in Nacogdoches. I have a lot of regrets to things that happened between some people there, and how I hurt a few people. I wish they had never happened, because they tainted and destroyed our friendships.
3. I miss Kevin and Steven, even though Steven is so gay.
4. I have 2 great friends, other than Jeffrie, in Sweeny, Texas. They take care of me, and help keep me in line. They are amazing. I have more friends, but those 2 (Tyler Ratliff and Mitchell Warren) are both now in my category of great friends.
5. Japan was amazing for me, but a lot of really messed up things happened there. It was an amazing place, but the people I was with were not amazing people by any means. This is an experience I learned from in more than the sense that I started a new mindset in another language. I learned more about myself through that experience, and I didn't truly learn from it until I sat around and thought about it for a long period of time.
6. I read my friends journals almost every day. I love my friends. Even the ones that don't have any feelings for me anymore.
7. Music has become a major part of my life. I spend hours playing guitar and even more time composing music on piano.
Now, on more recent things::
Today was Thanksgiving. It was interesting. I spent a little bit of time with my Aunt Claudette. She reminds me so much of Mom, which makes it difficult for me to spend a long amount of time around her.
I ate a lot today.
A friend, Kathy, was lonely and didn't have Thanksgiving dinner today because her family has been having a lot of problems lately, so I invited her over, but Nette wouldn't let us hang out. So I scraped up as much change as I could (a total of about 5 dollars.. including borrowing from Armando) and she drove us to McDonald's and I bought her some random crap. >.> I would have liked to do more for her, but we didn't really have any leftovers or anything, so I couldn't really. -_-
I also scraped up enough extra change today to calm the tides of an (unfortunately..) ex-friend.
Hopefully she will stop being angry with me, but the chances of that are fairly slim.
Quite a few other things have happened, but the main ideas have been covered here.
I suppose that's all.
1. My girlfriend, Jeffrie Scantlin, is amazing. She's beautiful, and she makes my life happy and wonderful.
2. I miss my friends in Nacogdoches. I have a lot of regrets to things that happened between some people there, and how I hurt a few people. I wish they had never happened, because they tainted and destroyed our friendships.
3. I miss Kevin and Steven, even though Steven is so gay.
4. I have 2 great friends, other than Jeffrie, in Sweeny, Texas. They take care of me, and help keep me in line. They are amazing. I have more friends, but those 2 (Tyler Ratliff and Mitchell Warren) are both now in my category of great friends.
5. Japan was amazing for me, but a lot of really messed up things happened there. It was an amazing place, but the people I was with were not amazing people by any means. This is an experience I learned from in more than the sense that I started a new mindset in another language. I learned more about myself through that experience, and I didn't truly learn from it until I sat around and thought about it for a long period of time.
6. I read my friends journals almost every day. I love my friends. Even the ones that don't have any feelings for me anymore.
7. Music has become a major part of my life. I spend hours playing guitar and even more time composing music on piano.
Now, on more recent things::
Today was Thanksgiving. It was interesting. I spent a little bit of time with my Aunt Claudette. She reminds me so much of Mom, which makes it difficult for me to spend a long amount of time around her.
I ate a lot today.
A friend, Kathy, was lonely and didn't have Thanksgiving dinner today because her family has been having a lot of problems lately, so I invited her over, but Nette wouldn't let us hang out. So I scraped up as much change as I could (a total of about 5 dollars.. including borrowing from Armando) and she drove us to McDonald's and I bought her some random crap. >.> I would have liked to do more for her, but we didn't really have any leftovers or anything, so I couldn't really. -_-
I also scraped up enough extra change today to calm the tides of an (unfortunately..) ex-friend.
Hopefully she will stop being angry with me, but the chances of that are fairly slim.
Quite a few other things have happened, but the main ideas have been covered here.
I suppose that's all.