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Especially living in LA, people can get very caught up on who they know. They call aquaintances friends when they won't be there for youand you judge yourself by how many people you know--quanitity not quality. It's easy to get sucked in to the party scene and choose that over good hangs with good people. What you originally sought out to do can get lost under oppurtunities presented here and you have to stand your ground. It's easy to say you love that trendy new band just because they're trendy and begin hating last months trendy band because they're not anymore. You present yourself one way when you're out and another when you're one on one with someone. Celebrities don't phase you because...this is Los Angeles, who isn't one? A week night in feels like a failure. But if you go out you'll fail school. You accept last minute plans, because at least they called eventually. Pretend like you eat even though you don't. Keep your sunglasses on indoors. Don't let them see you sweat.
Who is that sad happy girl?
edit: i miss you.
Who is that sad happy girl?
edit: i miss you.