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Last night I had this dream where we were going somewhere, but I don't know where. And we were walking there in the sun, loads of us, like loads of people I haven't seen in ages like Kieran and Jack and Nick and Danny and Aaron and Chris and Lee (who I saw the other day in Bury looking relatively non-psychotic) and Lauren and Kirsty and Sarah and Gibby and Beckie and Emma and lots of other people I think probably. That list of names was a bit irrelevant, but I'll soldier on. So we were walking somewhere, I think it was to somewhere sunny 'cause some of us had buckets and spades and we were all proper excited 'cause we were gonna live there and it was gonna be really ace, but then we all needed a pee so we went to this hotdog stand and they told us the toilets were out of order. So I checked, and they were, there were lots of builders about and the toilets were fenced off with radiators so I went back round the front and everyone was queued up to go in these toilets that were in this caravan type thing, and we all knew that really these toilets were a tiny little box about the size of my hand but we'd all shrunk to that size, or the toilets had grown because we didn't even think about it - we just knew that we'd be able to. But then afterwards I wanted to do it again but I couldn't, and the box got caught on my shoulders and the lady behind the counter in the hotdog stand laughed at me and everyone else carried on going to the place where it was sunny and I couldn't get this box off my shoulders and I really really needed to pee and I was crying because she was laughing at me so I ran really hard and it started raining and I ran through this industrial estate until I got to this street where there were loads of terraced houses. And one of the doors was open and I felt really sorry for this man who lived there because everyone said he'd killed babies and it was in all the newspapers and I didn't believe it because I felt really bad for him. And he had lots of wrinkles round his mouth and he couldn't cook 'cause his wife'd left him but I trusted him so I helped him make some noodles. But then I went outside because I knew Edward was going to be there and so I said hi to Edward, who was in this old beat up car, and then as I was walking back inside the old man was there right in my face and he tried to hold my hand and then all I could think was "shit, he's a perv and he killed some babies" so I screamed at him and hit him and I shouted for Edward but he'd already gone in his friend's house and I didn't want to make him help me anyway because I felt mean on him because he thinks I'm really nice when I'm nasty to him and he just doesn't realise it. So I screamed at the old man to get my bag but I knew when he threw it me that he'd took my money so I tried to run back in his house to get my money 'cause I had like £100 because I thought I'd need ice creams in the sunny place but the old man was in the way and he said "I won't let you get away, you won't leave me, I won't let you" so I ran back through the industrial estate and it was raining really hard and I couldn't stop crying but I ran as fast as I could but he was always in front of me, even though he never overtook me, and he was in this blue car with all these children who just kept laughing at me and the old man just kept smiling and crying and telling me I couldn't leave him. And then I woke up because I was too scared, but then when I went back to sleep I had a dream where it was dark and I was running up this hill and I was a boy and I had to run through this tunnel and there were mirrors on all the walls and there was a man walking his dog and I thought he was going to go around the tunnel so I'd be safe and I wouldn't have to talk to him but he went in the tunnel and I saw him in the mirror and it was the old man again and he kept grabbing me. And then I woke up again.

No idea why I typed all that out. I think I'm short of something to do.