she appears composed...
she shows no emotion at all, stares into space like a dead china doll
fuck. i don't even know what to say. i worked today and couldn't go to the grad party cause i didn't have a ride so instead i got to sit in a car while my mom showed people houses for work. for three hours. it sucked. then later on we went to walmart. and i got new hairdye. and a new cd.
i made a purse out of old jeans. all crazy like.
i work again in about 7 hours. i should be sleeping now i suppose ..................Things I'd Rather Do Than Sleep--
caffeine high
she is just so unclean
sex
so i guess i'll just go and hope to dream that any of that will happen. ha. that's almost worst. because then you wake up, reality hits, it hurts like a bitch.