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[justxbadxnews]

i'm choking on my memories

wrapped into your bones
i used to smile then
i'll keep you within reach
so i could push or pull you
when i needed
i could trace the veins on your hands
and kiss your fingertips
your lips pressed against my lies
as you slide your hand between my thighs
and you were so careful when you pulled the trigger
i didn't even scream for you
i didn't even scream

i can drown in you

cut off my hands
they are just a reminder of you
drenched in your prints
and there's so much frustration
in your intoxicating temptation
but you're still my favorite fascination
so touch the sky and break it
let the pieces fall into me
and weigh me down into the ground
i hesitate with each footstep
i listen for your breathing pattern
in the palm of your hand
and it twists around my throat

the water is deep, and i'm going under