have you ever..
god ...
i hate to sound like a whining person but theres just somethings a person can't hold in for long ...
i feel like part of me is missing ...
like i NEED to be "there" with "them"
i havnt seen them in forever.. and leaving them all for good that year was too much
it's a feeling i have been carrying around with me for 3 years now..
"how are they doing?" " do they even remember me?"
yea i ask myself those questions alot ... because in my heart i really wonder if they do ..
everyone has experienced leaving good friends..
ever since i had to leave the people i grew up with. a part of who I really am is still where they are..
coming to randall was a big change i guess..
everyone already had close friends and " cliques "
so it was akward for me in particular .... i didnt really fit in anywhere
you can say i still dont fit in any group yet ...im not used to the people themselves at this school...
and it killing me everyday wondering whats going on over "there" with my old friends
i miss them more than anything in the world
but i dont want to leave another school ... you can say i have some friends here... not many that bother to call and ask to hang out or what not ..
i dont know...
♥
i hate to sound like a whining person but theres just somethings a person can't hold in for long ...
i feel like part of me is missing ...
like i NEED to be "there" with "them"
i havnt seen them in forever.. and leaving them all for good that year was too much
it's a feeling i have been carrying around with me for 3 years now..
"how are they doing?" " do they even remember me?"
yea i ask myself those questions alot ... because in my heart i really wonder if they do ..
everyone has experienced leaving good friends..
ever since i had to leave the people i grew up with. a part of who I really am is still where they are..
coming to randall was a big change i guess..
everyone already had close friends and " cliques "
so it was akward for me in particular .... i didnt really fit in anywhere
you can say i still dont fit in any group yet ...im not used to the people themselves at this school...
and it killing me everyday wondering whats going on over "there" with my old friends
i miss them more than anything in the world
but i dont want to leave another school ... you can say i have some friends here... not many that bother to call and ask to hang out or what not ..
i dont know...
♥