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im sooooo lucky to have true friends and no matter how much i try to think anything but good you always contradict what negative thoughts i may be thinking......i sent text messages to all my really close friends to make sure they know how fricken awesome they are.....i felt gay im not gonna lie.....but desptie that i continued, none of them responded to my text but i didnt expect them too....so im happy ihave them....sophie is back...i mean she was never gone but i feel like shes what she was before and thats a very good feeling....sometimes i feel like i over do it with her and i should just lay off which is probably mostly true but when u have a friend like that i think like you want most for them to be happy and for them to be happy with you.....she made me proud today cause shes having a really hard time with the seniors leaving and all cause there so close to her and she only cried once.....i was happy to hear that cause ihate seeing her cry.....and chia's distant but im trying to help.....and i honestly just feel really good again.....and im glad...i dont know what im doing tonight..i got a good feeling my fathers gonna make me work but if i find something good enough to do then ill take the risk and ask him to go out........i wonder what everyones doing??/???....summer times soon