im missin you and nobody knowz it but me
The nights are lonley the days are so sad, i just keep thinkn about the love that we had and im cryin inside and nobody knows it but me...how blue can i get you can ask my heart.just like a jigsaw puzzle itz been torn all apart a million words couldnt say just how i feel a million years from now you know ill be loving you still the nights are lonley the days are so sad.i just keep thinkn about the love that we had and im dieing inside and nobody knows it but me.........
*sry song stuck in my head*
newyz...
im updating once again..yes i think with the summer and all i think im gettin better with updating every day or everyother day instead of like every 2 weeks...LOL!
anwyz!
yesterday wasnt to bad woke up went to subway for lunch saw one of jessis friends *jake* talked to him about dying my hair and stuff and then came home and chilled...went to church at 6...church..
i got there it felt like my stomach was in knots because of josh... i saw him he didnt speak to me.
a lil while later im in the youth room keeping to myself bcuz i was soo pissed at him i couldnt speak to anyone..spoke to Brittany Ritchie talked to her about everything about how pissed i was at him, anyways jess called my cell and i had to go into the pantry and talk bcuz the youth room was soo loud so i went in there and a couple minutes later josh comes up behind me and puts blue stuff all on me!! *aghh*
*were cleanin the youth room at the moment and people were cleanin the floor with brillo pads..thats what the blue stuff was from*
but after that i couldnt be mad at him i hate being mad at him i really do i cant be mad at him i honestly find it impossible..the one thing that cant be done me being mad at him i dont no..
anwyz..
umm..youth didnt go too bad after that we talked about YEC stuff and all that gravy, and then just chilled for a lil while.
got home and Brandi and April roll up so i hung with Brandi it was cool to see her havent seen her in a longgg time... so yeah that was cool to see her
we leave tommorrow at 9:30 for YEC! and i sooooo cant wait! im soo excited! lol!
i have yet to pack so i must go and do that now bcuz i have band practice tonite at 6. oo speakin of band practice i hurt my back the other nite while we practicing our routine for St.Thomas!! so yes now my back is killing me and to add to all of that i have to write a 2 page paper bcuz i will not be at practice on Fri because ill be at YEC! grr!! anwyz! i must be off to pack
wow! long update!!! lol!!!
*dustin if you read this call my cell phone*
okay im off!
with an x and o im out like whoa!
*love you*
*sry song stuck in my head*
newyz...
im updating once again..yes i think with the summer and all i think im gettin better with updating every day or everyother day instead of like every 2 weeks...LOL!
anwyz!
yesterday wasnt to bad woke up went to subway for lunch saw one of jessis friends *jake* talked to him about dying my hair and stuff and then came home and chilled...went to church at 6...church..
i got there it felt like my stomach was in knots because of josh... i saw him he didnt speak to me.
a lil while later im in the youth room keeping to myself bcuz i was soo pissed at him i couldnt speak to anyone..spoke to Brittany Ritchie talked to her about everything about how pissed i was at him, anyways jess called my cell and i had to go into the pantry and talk bcuz the youth room was soo loud so i went in there and a couple minutes later josh comes up behind me and puts blue stuff all on me!! *aghh*
*were cleanin the youth room at the moment and people were cleanin the floor with brillo pads..thats what the blue stuff was from*
but after that i couldnt be mad at him i hate being mad at him i really do i cant be mad at him i honestly find it impossible..the one thing that cant be done me being mad at him i dont no..
anwyz..
umm..youth didnt go too bad after that we talked about YEC stuff and all that gravy, and then just chilled for a lil while.
got home and Brandi and April roll up so i hung with Brandi it was cool to see her havent seen her in a longgg time... so yeah that was cool to see her
we leave tommorrow at 9:30 for YEC! and i sooooo cant wait! im soo excited! lol!
i have yet to pack so i must go and do that now bcuz i have band practice tonite at 6. oo speakin of band practice i hurt my back the other nite while we practicing our routine for St.Thomas!! so yes now my back is killing me and to add to all of that i have to write a 2 page paper bcuz i will not be at practice on Fri because ill be at YEC! grr!! anwyz! i must be off to pack
wow! long update!!! lol!!!
*dustin if you read this call my cell phone*
okay im off!
with an x and o im out like whoa!
*love you*