Jul 20, 2003 16:30
I'm trying to pretend I'm fine and happy. This week turned out better than I expected even if I still think I was forgiven too easily .
But then Orlando has to leave again. Fuck. *sighs* I'm going to be the one begging him for a mark soon, just watch me.
Henry is coming to stay with me this week, so I'll try to be cheerful. I have to be.
*plays that bit from Garage Day again* At least watching Marton dancing is cheering me up a bit. *starts laughing my ass off again* And I thought I had been in bad movies. *giggles*