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[justupahead]

today has been one of the worst days that i can remember. everything i would normally rely on seems to be falling apart which is just convenient and typical as fuck. i'm in over $2,000 worth of debt and have no way of paying for school. i don't want to hear about how it will be okay. it's not fucking okay. i feel like i am going to implode, and i'd like to grab about 15 people and take them along for the goddamn ride.

call me over emotional. i don't give a fucking fuck.