May 29, 2006 03:20
Why must we, as humans, like someone so completely and them never know the difference...
I like this guy, and he doesn't even know. . at all. Hell he has a fucking girlfriend... Why do I feel this way?! It just isn't fair. I know I wanted love, but to have a crush on someone at first sight thats taken and then not being able to do anything about it blows..
I'm not even sure if I want this feeling to end. Should I ride it out and see where life takes me or should I fight it and try my hardest to end it..?
I'm really over this pain. Let it happen or end it now and let me move on to something I can have, something that I want more than anything, . . something that wants me back just as hard..