Jul 10, 2006 18:25
It hasnt gotten better.
Had a rediculously horribly pathetic conversation last night.
Thought a simple message would..ya know help. But Not.
Dont want to delete it.
AND ITS NOT MY FAULT. He'll be missing out - not me.
"you just have to go after what you want
&& if it doesn't want you back the so be it
it doesn't deserve you anyways.." - POINT well put.
I cant wait until I board that flight. Throw on my headphones and drift away. I'll probably wind up being a loser and crying, but thats just how I am. Thats how I release. If I had a punching bag or a gym membership - that would be different.