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I feel silent and heavy
Furious
Unknowingly afraid
Silent and angry
Still and shaking
Vacant and wondering
I'm not me right now
Distant
I don't know why my father being sick has shaken me so much.
Is it that she's never been alone?
I know that I'll be the one to care for her
Her tiny frail body
Life feels so,fragile for the first time
I didn't feel,this when my moms heart was about to burst
Maybe I just knew she would be ok
But him?
No
Alcoholic and overweight all those years
It's not fair now
Cant sleep
On top,of all of this
Im exhausted
The stupid fucking mouse is scratching
I just want out
Out
Tired and awake
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