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a poblem I seem to have is an overactive mind. I feel like Jacob is the only person who will ever get me in that aspect, but I digress. For once this is not about him. I have been sitting alone in this apartment thinking nothing but how the people in my age group are the future of the world. That fucking terrifies me. I read these status updates, and have conversations with these people every day, I have yet to find someone I can have actual meaningful, intelligent conversation with. I am lying, I have found one, but yet again this is not about him. How am I supposed to be okay with having children/raising them in a society as intellectually bright as say a mini-flashlight on a keyring? I am terrible with grammar, and I can't spell for the life of me, but I am pretty sure the level of conversation I am able to hold is about 4 tiers higher than that of my coworkers. I am lucky to live with two females of IMPECCABLE intellect, but we are all surrounded by waste. What hope is there for humanity, when the future is completely strung out and drunk over half of the time? What progress can we as a civilization make, when we don't strive for something other than chemical dependancy? This is just a thought that panicked me a little bit ago.