Apr 23, 2009 13:18
I am going to say something,and this is more to get shit off my chest as opposed to any other reason. Im graduating soon, and I am thinking about where I am going to be 10 years from now, and to be completely honest I am not even worried. If I end up in a dead end job stuck in this fucking town so be it. I know I will have the 4 people who have always been there and see through my bullshit and let me be me. I know for a fact 10 years from now I will have Jojo Amanda Whitney and Petranka. The other people I know will probably be long gone, but thats what happens. The bands and "famous people" I know wont be relevant, but I would hope that the few I really connect with will still be there. I guess I am trying to say that it doesnt fucking matter what name you make for yourself at the end of the day. Change is constant, the point is to keep the faith and treat people better than they treat you, especially the ones who you know would break their neck for you. Those are the connections that will last a lifetime, and they will be the ones there when the world falls through on you, which it will eventually theres no avoiding it. Surround yourself with positivity and it will work out in the end.
I've had no sleep and I just feel like this is something I've been keeping in for a while. Feel free to judge me and say hateful things for this, I will survive your negativity.