Tonight
Today i went to the movies which made me think quite frequently.
You know, sitting in a dark room tends to do that to me.
Nobody wants to be lonely, nobody can handle it.
Everyone wants someone that they can call at night and fall asleep with.
I just realized HOW amazing it was having someone always here for me.
When people are in the beginning of a relationship, they quickly try to get out of it because of fear.
When people are in a relationship for so long, they tend to get scared to tear apart from that person.
People cant accept dramatic change when it comes to relationships.
But i sat there tonight at the theater and a huge wave of depression hit me.
I havent felt that lonely for a while.
Here i am, trying to accept the 10 months that i had, trying to learn from everything.
Ive learned not to take life so seriously.
Im able to see the brightside. I can say no for once. I can shut the door and smile.
I might be faking myself, but hey.. at least im doing a good job of it.
Besides, ive got a set of wonderful best friends. Im set.
Ps. I bet it was wonderful reading about bullshit thoughts going through my head.
Sorry for everyone whos reading, i owe you cookies. :)
"Ive got nothing to do but smile."
You know, sitting in a dark room tends to do that to me.
Nobody wants to be lonely, nobody can handle it.
Everyone wants someone that they can call at night and fall asleep with.
I just realized HOW amazing it was having someone always here for me.
When people are in the beginning of a relationship, they quickly try to get out of it because of fear.
When people are in a relationship for so long, they tend to get scared to tear apart from that person.
People cant accept dramatic change when it comes to relationships.
But i sat there tonight at the theater and a huge wave of depression hit me.
I havent felt that lonely for a while.
Here i am, trying to accept the 10 months that i had, trying to learn from everything.
Ive learned not to take life so seriously.
Im able to see the brightside. I can say no for once. I can shut the door and smile.
I might be faking myself, but hey.. at least im doing a good job of it.
Besides, ive got a set of wonderful best friends. Im set.
Ps. I bet it was wonderful reading about bullshit thoughts going through my head.
Sorry for everyone whos reading, i owe you cookies. :)
"Ive got nothing to do but smile."