Well
after thinking again, surprised? I'm not, anyways, I am finding myself in the same situation all over again, I think my problem is, I fall for people far too easily, I always seem to get ahead of myself thinking about them and that leads to me getting hurt by it, I don't know why I do it, but it is something very true...
the fact of the matter is I am turning 25 this year, and have had one serious relationship to date, there has been a couple little things along the way but those really don't matter...I hate all this early stage dating crap, I don't know why...I really wish I could just wake up some day have a girl by my side, and that be that...
last night I drank a bottle of wine, and watched garden state...had to check to make sure my genitals hadn't fallen off when I was done but I really do enjoy that movie...and I really wish something like that would happen to me, I really don't think I am as witty as the leads but still
arg, this is a rant I know, but it feels good to get these things out there, and the worst part of this whole rant is nothing happened to trigger it, it just happened, I have no idea where I stand with F.A.G. I haven't talked to her in a while, but the lack of talk at this point is driving me nuts, she is probably super busy, march break, trying to get as much into it as possible, so I shouldn't be worried, but I can't stop thinking!!! it's driving me nuts
the fact of the matter is I am turning 25 this year, and have had one serious relationship to date, there has been a couple little things along the way but those really don't matter...I hate all this early stage dating crap, I don't know why...I really wish I could just wake up some day have a girl by my side, and that be that...
last night I drank a bottle of wine, and watched garden state...had to check to make sure my genitals hadn't fallen off when I was done but I really do enjoy that movie...and I really wish something like that would happen to me, I really don't think I am as witty as the leads but still
arg, this is a rant I know, but it feels good to get these things out there, and the worst part of this whole rant is nothing happened to trigger it, it just happened, I have no idea where I stand with F.A.G. I haven't talked to her in a while, but the lack of talk at this point is driving me nuts, she is probably super busy, march break, trying to get as much into it as possible, so I shouldn't be worried, but I can't stop thinking!!! it's driving me nuts