Day 1
So in light of that 500 days of summer movie I figured I would follow that trend a little bit and start today. Today is the first day that I am making an active move to start saving money, to start putting a dent into that debt of mine. Essentially grow up, as my previous post stated.
Yesterday was a bit of a downer, the girl I had been talking to for the last little while gave me the I think you are a nice guy but I don't think this is going anywhere statement...I now have a flawless streak since moving home, I have heard that whole sing and dance 4 times...So I am starting to get used to it, and although it still bothers me, it doesn't bother me nearly as much as it used too. Time to get up, brush myself off and move forward...I think it's funny how some little things can spark you to think, I was watching family guy yesterday, and there was a cut scene that showed 2 guys talking, one of the guys said "I don't know, I don't think she is the one I want to marry" the other guy responded with "you're in your mid 20's, why the hell are you thinking about the girl you want to marry, you should be focusing on getting laid" as stupid as that is, it is partially true...if I could think like that, it would definitely help spark me to actually make a move on the third date after talking with the person for over a month...especially when she opens multiple doors...
we will see what this mood brings, as I sit here right now, I am finding it very hard to care about what the next girl could bring...and wondering if I am finally in a place where moving forward I will not care of the outcome, and therefor will act as appose to sit back and wait. At the very least in this instance, it will be in my hands, if I act and it doesn't work then ahh well, I will have no regrets.
Today is the first day back at the grind after having a week and a half off, and it's like I never left. I woke up early today so that I could make myself a real breakfast, in an effort to save 5 bucks a day, 25 bucks a week, 1300 bucks a year that I was spending at tims...looking at that year total it seems like it was a long time coming. this week I will be waking up at 6:30 every day to make this possible, I am hoping for next week I can push that time to 6:00 and get a cardio gym session in prior to going to work. It would be a substantial move towards growing up, and I am sure I would feel better about myself if I can get there...
Today is the first day of my grown up life...Tomorrow shall be the second, we shall see how long I can keep this up...
Yesterday was a bit of a downer, the girl I had been talking to for the last little while gave me the I think you are a nice guy but I don't think this is going anywhere statement...I now have a flawless streak since moving home, I have heard that whole sing and dance 4 times...So I am starting to get used to it, and although it still bothers me, it doesn't bother me nearly as much as it used too. Time to get up, brush myself off and move forward...I think it's funny how some little things can spark you to think, I was watching family guy yesterday, and there was a cut scene that showed 2 guys talking, one of the guys said "I don't know, I don't think she is the one I want to marry" the other guy responded with "you're in your mid 20's, why the hell are you thinking about the girl you want to marry, you should be focusing on getting laid" as stupid as that is, it is partially true...if I could think like that, it would definitely help spark me to actually make a move on the third date after talking with the person for over a month...especially when she opens multiple doors...
we will see what this mood brings, as I sit here right now, I am finding it very hard to care about what the next girl could bring...and wondering if I am finally in a place where moving forward I will not care of the outcome, and therefor will act as appose to sit back and wait. At the very least in this instance, it will be in my hands, if I act and it doesn't work then ahh well, I will have no regrets.
Today is the first day back at the grind after having a week and a half off, and it's like I never left. I woke up early today so that I could make myself a real breakfast, in an effort to save 5 bucks a day, 25 bucks a week, 1300 bucks a year that I was spending at tims...looking at that year total it seems like it was a long time coming. this week I will be waking up at 6:30 every day to make this possible, I am hoping for next week I can push that time to 6:00 and get a cardio gym session in prior to going to work. It would be a substantial move towards growing up, and I am sure I would feel better about myself if I can get there...
Today is the first day of my grown up life...Tomorrow shall be the second, we shall see how long I can keep this up...