I don't wanna
I started this project to revise our training procedures and make a nice thorough checklist because we are going to be hiring/training a lot more in the upcoming months. However, I just don't want to do it anymore. So I'm not going to right now :)
I'm on a 90s music kick today. One of our admins at work has an audio stream that allows us to search by artist, title, genre, album or year. I've been searching by year and requesting my favorite songs from 1996-1998 (high shchool for me)
I've also been thinking about the different people I've met in some of my communities. I feel sad for some of them that seem to be stuck at a point in life similar to where I was at just after high school. I had a loser boyfriend who became the loser dad for my wonderful son. Who then became my loser husband, because I thought I couldn't get any better. I remember making excuses for him and how he was not really bad, but I knew he was. I remember trying to basically sell my life to my friends and family when deep down I knew I was in a bad place. I just wish I could tell anyone in a situation like that (including my sister) that it really doesn't have to be that way. You will find something better.
But I know better. I was told that then and I didn't listen. I had to learn for myself. I had to hit the bottom before I would accept that I could change my life. There are no shortcuts in life. You have to stay the course and find your own way. No one else can walk the path for you.
I just hope I can be there to help those close to me find the way out. And I'll be so happy to see them find the way.
I'm on a 90s music kick today. One of our admins at work has an audio stream that allows us to search by artist, title, genre, album or year. I've been searching by year and requesting my favorite songs from 1996-1998 (high shchool for me)
I've also been thinking about the different people I've met in some of my communities. I feel sad for some of them that seem to be stuck at a point in life similar to where I was at just after high school. I had a loser boyfriend who became the loser dad for my wonderful son. Who then became my loser husband, because I thought I couldn't get any better. I remember making excuses for him and how he was not really bad, but I knew he was. I remember trying to basically sell my life to my friends and family when deep down I knew I was in a bad place. I just wish I could tell anyone in a situation like that (including my sister) that it really doesn't have to be that way. You will find something better.
But I know better. I was told that then and I didn't listen. I had to learn for myself. I had to hit the bottom before I would accept that I could change my life. There are no shortcuts in life. You have to stay the course and find your own way. No one else can walk the path for you.
I just hope I can be there to help those close to me find the way out. And I'll be so happy to see them find the way.