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i am afraid that i am going to lose my job on monday.
i am afraid of living without the security my job provides me.
i am afraid that if this happens, i will have to leave the country now if i plan to ever be able to.
i am afraid of selling everything i own and moving to prague.
i am afraid that i won't be able to afford the school and plane ticket.
i am afraid that i won't be accepted.
i am afraid that i might not graduate.
i am afraid that it won't be as easy to keep from drinking tomorrow as it was today.
i am afraid of being so far from everyone i care about.
i am afraid that i won't be able to figure out how to do everything i will need to do.
i hope that i will be able to manage, whatever happens.
i am afraid of living without the security my job provides me.
i am afraid that if this happens, i will have to leave the country now if i plan to ever be able to.
i am afraid of selling everything i own and moving to prague.
i am afraid that i won't be able to afford the school and plane ticket.
i am afraid that i won't be accepted.
i am afraid that i might not graduate.
i am afraid that it won't be as easy to keep from drinking tomorrow as it was today.
i am afraid of being so far from everyone i care about.
i am afraid that i won't be able to figure out how to do everything i will need to do.
i hope that i will be able to manage, whatever happens.