old friends.
I'm talking to old friends that i haven't been keeping up with for years.
I barely keep any friends for any length of time, let alone remain feeling attached to them after 3 years of absence, but something about these guys just makes me feel at home.
One of them i now talk to for hours daily, and its nice. I talk to him more than i used to, and before we were never this close. I think part of why it was so easy to get back to conversation with him was because i had no expectations and felt no need to impress him or keep up a reputation and what not.
The other boy i used to be closer to than anyone else on the planet, and i miss him like crazy, but now the conversation is kind of forced and awkward. I don't know if i'm more afraid of dissappointing him, or being dissappointed.
I barely keep any friends for any length of time, let alone remain feeling attached to them after 3 years of absence, but something about these guys just makes me feel at home.
One of them i now talk to for hours daily, and its nice. I talk to him more than i used to, and before we were never this close. I think part of why it was so easy to get back to conversation with him was because i had no expectations and felt no need to impress him or keep up a reputation and what not.
The other boy i used to be closer to than anyone else on the planet, and i miss him like crazy, but now the conversation is kind of forced and awkward. I don't know if i'm more afraid of dissappointing him, or being dissappointed.