OH GOD NOT THEM
Ahhh my family.....o.O today is my lil sis's b-day party and my whole famlily will be there....
crazy ppl.. always have to complain about one thing or another...
im going to go gothic and "kill myself" always great to hear frm your family members right?
Well at least I wont be alone my boyfriend Richard is comming to save me.. so YAY *does happy dance*
Havent really seen him in a few days.... Ive been trying to quit smoking and i havent had a cig in like almost 3 days... and after tonight i know im going to need one OMG! but i am still alive. Im making some changes in my life for the better.I dont want to die on the one thing thats good in my life. My mom had a talk with me last week about how she thinks im onthe verge of killing myself and im jus like "If i wanted to kill myself i would have done it a long time ago" Pisses me off sometimes.. i havent even cute myself in almost a month. So im rather proud of myself.
***********I see her walk in the dark unseen by the many around her She cant see nor can she hear She wants nothing more than to be loved and held I walk amongst her everyday and see lonliness in her eyes How I wish I could hold her in my arms I want to look into her eyes and tell her that everything will be ok I will stare into your eyes forever cause its exactly where I want to be She is precious in so many ways Gorgouse as an angel I only wish she could see what she was made of How only she knew that I would never hurt her I would hold her forever and never harm her Cause she is truly a special person Could she ever feel the same Would she ever like me the way I like her She is my smile that smile upon forever**************
crazy ppl.. always have to complain about one thing or another...
im going to go gothic and "kill myself" always great to hear frm your family members right?
Well at least I wont be alone my boyfriend Richard is comming to save me.. so YAY *does happy dance*
Havent really seen him in a few days.... Ive been trying to quit smoking and i havent had a cig in like almost 3 days... and after tonight i know im going to need one OMG! but i am still alive. Im making some changes in my life for the better.I dont want to die on the one thing thats good in my life. My mom had a talk with me last week about how she thinks im onthe verge of killing myself and im jus like "If i wanted to kill myself i would have done it a long time ago" Pisses me off sometimes.. i havent even cute myself in almost a month. So im rather proud of myself.
***********I see her walk in the dark unseen by the many around her She cant see nor can she hear She wants nothing more than to be loved and held I walk amongst her everyday and see lonliness in her eyes How I wish I could hold her in my arms I want to look into her eyes and tell her that everything will be ok I will stare into your eyes forever cause its exactly where I want to be She is precious in so many ways Gorgouse as an angel I only wish she could see what she was made of How only she knew that I would never hurt her I would hold her forever and never harm her Cause she is truly a special person Could she ever feel the same Would she ever like me the way I like her She is my smile that smile upon forever**************