excellence = ability + execution

[justsaygoodbye]

so i completed all of my IOP tonight. im finally free and healthy and blah blah blah. im still a shitty person but now i dont have to see a shrink about it anymore; atleast for a while or forever if things go well. it was a crazy lil learning experiance going through the program in the end now im glad i did it because i feel a whole lot better about everything. ive only done everything to myself so whatever man shit happens. you live and you learn and now ive got an itch for school. im tired of the same ol same ol with the same people and the same atmosphere and the same stupid ass jokes and the same stupid ass drunk nights. ive cleaned my shit up a lil bit atleast for now. sure i know im being a douche bag to my friends but i need to not be doing the same shit i was doing anymore. i got crazy, i dont even remember things that happened and the things i rememberd happening, i made up completely because my mind was all retarded. im getting my school shit put together ive got my new job shit going now. im ready for a breathe of fresh air because its about fckn time.
they say love will find a way my dear, well you are beautiful and the time is right because were both alive and weve got today. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you.
take that MONTANA!

mattw.