15 theres still time for you...
Andy just came by to say...hi/bye. He just got home from college today..and he's leaving for Colorado tomorrow for the whole summer. I hate this. I never get to see him anymore...I loved it when I was a freshman and he was a senior...I got to see him all the time. And now...that he's in college..it's like..I never even get to see him..This is so hard. He seriously is more like a brother than a cousin to me-- and i'm closer to him than i am to either one of my brothers. I just hate this-- I hate how everyone is growing up. I hate that everything is changing. Two years from now..I'll be graduating. I feel so lost. I want to freeze time..Actually I think I want to rewind it- then freeze it. Around...November would be good.
So tonight..I'm going out to dinner with my grandparents...then Matt's coming over :D (even though i'm grounded-haha my mom was like Oh yeah matt can come over!) NICEEE.
So Gwenn and Chris asked me if I wanted to go out to lunch with them at Frank's today...but i was grounded so i couldn't go...but they stopped by and saw me on their way though :D...but...Like 10 minutes after I left..i went online..just looking at people's away messages..lol BECAUSE I HAVE NO LIFE--lol...and Steph's says "Franks with Chris and Gwenn"....and of course that wasn't like having someone punch the wind out of you..RIGHT. I'm so sick of this fighting-- I'm so sick of being hurt by this. I can't wait until Matt comes over so he can make me happppyyy ..
I miss Ryan..he's in Cape Cod..and he would DEFINATLEY be great to talk to right now...UGHH get back here! lol
okay I need to go get ready byebeyeee
So tonight..I'm going out to dinner with my grandparents...then Matt's coming over :D (even though i'm grounded-haha my mom was like Oh yeah matt can come over!) NICEEE.
So Gwenn and Chris asked me if I wanted to go out to lunch with them at Frank's today...but i was grounded so i couldn't go...but they stopped by and saw me on their way though :D...but...Like 10 minutes after I left..i went online..just looking at people's away messages..lol BECAUSE I HAVE NO LIFE--lol...and Steph's says "Franks with Chris and Gwenn"....and of course that wasn't like having someone punch the wind out of you..RIGHT. I'm so sick of this fighting-- I'm so sick of being hurt by this. I can't wait until Matt comes over so he can make me happppyyy ..
I miss Ryan..he's in Cape Cod..and he would DEFINATLEY be great to talk to right now...UGHH get back here! lol
okay I need to go get ready byebeyeee