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[Backdated to yesterday.]
Sam asked me to a Valentine's Ball which is, you know, nice and everything. Because I did want him to ask me out. And he's here and I'm here and it's great but...
I'm completely freaking out and I have nothing to wear and as soon as he starts spending a lot of time with me he'll realize that I'm not the girl he thought I was and he'll think I'm completely shallow and he won't want to see me anymo-
God, I'm a mess.
Sam asked me to a Valentine's Ball which is, you know, nice and everything. Because I did want him to ask me out. And he's here and I'm here and it's great but...
I'm completely freaking out and I have nothing to wear and as soon as he starts spending a lot of time with me he'll realize that I'm not the girl he thought I was and he'll think I'm completely shallow and he won't want to see me anymo-
God, I'm a mess.