you shouldn't be with me... you should be with someone better.
reno... i know how you feel. different, of course... but i do understand.
i don't know why i feel this way, but i do want to change to be someone else. i can't be myself anymore because i don't know who i am and i can't tell if i have ever been a good person. i've made mistakes, a million, but how can i fix what's already happened? everyone makes mistakes, some bigger then others, and if they don't know that it's going to happen... i can tell you, you're in for a big surprise. you feel awful for it... and i do. i feel awful. i can't change what i've done.
i'm having a fight in my head right now. i want to change to be someone else. but is it even possible? can i be who i want to be? what reprocussion would there be because of this change? i don't know. i need to find out. the only way i can find out is to change now and find out. i need to change. i can't stay this way forever. i can't be this way. i can't do this anymore. i don't feel myself anymore. i don't... i can't take this anymore.
i haven't hated myself for a while. but i do now. again. over and over again. what am i supposed to do now? i can't do this now... i can't.
you know, i don't even know what i'm saying. i guess all i'm saying is that i feel bad for things i can't fix... and i feel terrible for it.
i don't know why i feel this way, but i do want to change to be someone else. i can't be myself anymore because i don't know who i am and i can't tell if i have ever been a good person. i've made mistakes, a million, but how can i fix what's already happened? everyone makes mistakes, some bigger then others, and if they don't know that it's going to happen... i can tell you, you're in for a big surprise. you feel awful for it... and i do. i feel awful. i can't change what i've done.
i'm having a fight in my head right now. i want to change to be someone else. but is it even possible? can i be who i want to be? what reprocussion would there be because of this change? i don't know. i need to find out. the only way i can find out is to change now and find out. i need to change. i can't stay this way forever. i can't be this way. i can't do this anymore. i don't feel myself anymore. i don't... i can't take this anymore.
i haven't hated myself for a while. but i do now. again. over and over again. what am i supposed to do now? i can't do this now... i can't.
you know, i don't even know what i'm saying. i guess all i'm saying is that i feel bad for things i can't fix... and i feel terrible for it.