how do you get that lonely and no one knows.
but if you stay too long in my memory,
i will trap you in a song tied to a melody,
and ill keep you there so you cant bother me.
i kinda regret not doing a spring sport now. i have a lot of free time now that i have absolutly no idea what to do with. i guess i could study but im not really in the studing mood till later on in the night. i could go to the gym and work out but than id be to sore cause i do that every morning. so basically i have no choice but to either come one and eat orrr go out and eat. ehh not good. ive been eating way to much i can handle lately. it sucks cause i eat even when im not hungry. maybe its just a phase cause i dont think ive ever eaten this much in my life..hopefully it passes by soon.
our group is slowly coming together again. im so happy. but on the other hand some of our guys are starting to act ignorant again. ehh i hope this too is just a phase that goes away soon. real soon. everythings been soooo good this year, not one fight yet..well untill last weekend. i like hanging out with those guys. even if its just to someones house i dont care. just being around them makes the whole night different. their those kind of guys that i could care less what i look like or what i wear..theyll still probably hang out with us(hopefully). its so weird thinking about last year how we totally despised each other. ehh i just hope we can hold this together till senior year.
we got out at 130 today how great. every class was 35 minutes long. i wish each day would be like this. oneeee more week till spring break. how exciting. ive decided ill probably be the ultimate fan this year. with nothing to do itll lead me to going to every track meet, every softball game and every baseball game. hmm im really hoping we can make something out of this spring break instead of having nothing to do. that would just suck. eh.
[this broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long.]