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It's hard to write.
It's hard to figure out why I even want to bother writing.
I don't have much to say anymore.
The world around me has gone terribly materialistic.
Everyone cares only about living it up or gossiping.
And don't get me wrong, I love both... but it can be too much.
I love hiking through the woods.
I love stargazing and talking about astronomy.
I love walking through museums and galleries.
I love getting lost in a bookstore or library for hours.
I love going to concerts and musical events.
I love sitting and talking, drinking coffee.
::sighs::
***
Now, I may have mentioned that Jeremy was a prick.
I don't take it back because at the time he was.
Things were sort of figured out and slid under the figurative couch.
Ever since we first talked after the fight we had,
he's been calling me every day.
I've been busy up til today.
So since I have no friends in the area at the present time,
I decide to hang out with him.
And as a spur of the moment came,
we went to the forest preserves and walked through the trails.
Wow.
A walk through the woods with a friend? Holy crap.
Never thought that would happen.
Today was actually really fun.
We walked through the woods for a few hours, talking,
laughing, taking pictures, and we even spotted deer.
Then we had a cheap BK meal and then watched a movie at his house.
Now the strange thing is... I've decided to only be friends with him.
No more friends with benefits bullshit.
But strangely enough... he seems to be liking me more so than usual..
Figures right?
Oh well. I'm not gonna start anything.
As far as I'm concerned, we are friends and friends only.
***
Haven't heard from Josh.
I'm fighting the urge to call him.
I miss him a little bit ya know?
::sighs::
Time to go to sleep and dream of other things.
It's hard to figure out why I even want to bother writing.
I don't have much to say anymore.
The world around me has gone terribly materialistic.
Everyone cares only about living it up or gossiping.
And don't get me wrong, I love both... but it can be too much.
I love hiking through the woods.
I love stargazing and talking about astronomy.
I love walking through museums and galleries.
I love getting lost in a bookstore or library for hours.
I love going to concerts and musical events.
I love sitting and talking, drinking coffee.
::sighs::
***
Now, I may have mentioned that Jeremy was a prick.
I don't take it back because at the time he was.
Things were sort of figured out and slid under the figurative couch.
Ever since we first talked after the fight we had,
he's been calling me every day.
I've been busy up til today.
So since I have no friends in the area at the present time,
I decide to hang out with him.
And as a spur of the moment came,
we went to the forest preserves and walked through the trails.
Wow.
A walk through the woods with a friend? Holy crap.
Never thought that would happen.
Today was actually really fun.
We walked through the woods for a few hours, talking,
laughing, taking pictures, and we even spotted deer.
Then we had a cheap BK meal and then watched a movie at his house.
Now the strange thing is... I've decided to only be friends with him.
No more friends with benefits bullshit.
But strangely enough... he seems to be liking me more so than usual..
Figures right?
Oh well. I'm not gonna start anything.
As far as I'm concerned, we are friends and friends only.
***
Haven't heard from Josh.
I'm fighting the urge to call him.
I miss him a little bit ya know?
::sighs::
Time to go to sleep and dream of other things.