sun or booze? you decide...
Back from Florida.
Had a kickass time w/ mah crazy homegirl.
I got mah nose pierced!! Woo woo..
Also found out that Josh has been seeing his ex, Jen, while I was gone.
Even kissing her- found that out from one of my sources.
So I got pissed.
You don't break down in front of me telling me you love me so much and you can't live without me when obviously you can.
So I went to his house.
Called him out.
Bitched him out for an hour in the front of his house with Gina and Kathy looking on.
He cried... a lot.
I didn't shed a tear.
I felt bad but I wasn't going to let him make me cry anymore.
He was acting very immature the whole time asking for his 3 stuffed animals back that he gave me as presents.
Hell no.
Fuck you.
I'm not stooping to that level and asking for all the expensive shit back that I gave him.
So I told him very bluntly that it was over.
Completely.
And he broke down... extremely.
Begged me for a hug and when I let him, he didn't let me go til I had to force myself out of it.
Then he kissed me as in proof that he still loves me.
I know he does. And I still love him too, but I will not let this get me down.
Got my car back from the shop yesterday so I'm a happy girl.
Got drunk off of MGD and Peach Shnops yesterday.
Welcome back to Chicago... hahaha..
After that I made out with Jeremy hardcore and went home and to sleep where I woke up in the middle of the night to throw up then go back to sleep... it was hilarious.
Talked to Dorothy today.
I'm gonna go catch up with that girl tomorrow. Coffee or something, I'll invite Bridget too.
That makes me happy.
I'm so incredibly.poor.
Saw a psychic tarot reader in Florida.
She told me basically that I need to mend ties with my mother, that I need to shut the door on Josh completely even though it's going to be one of the hardest things I'll ever have to endure emotionally, she also said that she see's me being in a relationship very soon with a guy I know now, and it might take 2 months or so but we'll date for at least a year and a half. She also said that the cards told me to stop smoking and go on a diet. Hahahaha... but she said if I don't then my health is going to get very bad. Well duh..
Anywho... dropped my Spanish class and said the hell with it and flirted with this guy in my class and gave him my screenname and told him he was funny and cool and that I'd miss having class with him. So after class... he asks me which building I'm going to and I tell him then he offers to walk me there... score! And he's on myspace so... woot woot.
All my friends think I have this strange sexual aura about me.
Like if I made it a goal, I can get any guy to have sex with me... hahaha... that's hilarious.
Had a kickass time w/ mah crazy homegirl.
I got mah nose pierced!! Woo woo..
Also found out that Josh has been seeing his ex, Jen, while I was gone.
Even kissing her- found that out from one of my sources.
So I got pissed.
You don't break down in front of me telling me you love me so much and you can't live without me when obviously you can.
So I went to his house.
Called him out.
Bitched him out for an hour in the front of his house with Gina and Kathy looking on.
He cried... a lot.
I didn't shed a tear.
I felt bad but I wasn't going to let him make me cry anymore.
He was acting very immature the whole time asking for his 3 stuffed animals back that he gave me as presents.
Hell no.
Fuck you.
I'm not stooping to that level and asking for all the expensive shit back that I gave him.
So I told him very bluntly that it was over.
Completely.
And he broke down... extremely.
Begged me for a hug and when I let him, he didn't let me go til I had to force myself out of it.
Then he kissed me as in proof that he still loves me.
I know he does. And I still love him too, but I will not let this get me down.
Got my car back from the shop yesterday so I'm a happy girl.
Got drunk off of MGD and Peach Shnops yesterday.
Welcome back to Chicago... hahaha..
After that I made out with Jeremy hardcore and went home and to sleep where I woke up in the middle of the night to throw up then go back to sleep... it was hilarious.
Talked to Dorothy today.
I'm gonna go catch up with that girl tomorrow. Coffee or something, I'll invite Bridget too.
That makes me happy.
I'm so incredibly.poor.
Saw a psychic tarot reader in Florida.
She told me basically that I need to mend ties with my mother, that I need to shut the door on Josh completely even though it's going to be one of the hardest things I'll ever have to endure emotionally, she also said that she see's me being in a relationship very soon with a guy I know now, and it might take 2 months or so but we'll date for at least a year and a half. She also said that the cards told me to stop smoking and go on a diet. Hahahaha... but she said if I don't then my health is going to get very bad. Well duh..
Anywho... dropped my Spanish class and said the hell with it and flirted with this guy in my class and gave him my screenname and told him he was funny and cool and that I'd miss having class with him. So after class... he asks me which building I'm going to and I tell him then he offers to walk me there... score! And he's on myspace so... woot woot.
All my friends think I have this strange sexual aura about me.
Like if I made it a goal, I can get any guy to have sex with me... hahaha... that's hilarious.