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4 days till Christmas break...and i'm really not looking forward to it...at all....this will be the first time being away from teddy for a long period of time...and it is going to be so hard for me....i trust him soo much but its just that i don't trust other people....if i had the choice i wouldn't even being going...yea this might sound so stupid...caroline it is just a guy...no it is not just a guy...teddy means everything to me...and i'm taking this way to ...i don't know about this whole thing....and it is really hurting me in alot of ways...and one of them is emotionally...i really don't want this week to get over with....xo