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well yesterday my gurl Jerrica came over, and so did ben. just met Jerrica not to long ago she's tight as fuck.....then i went and chilled with jimmi after that, desided to have lori come along seeing how she got kicked outta her house last night...turned out to be a fucked up night lori was drunk, and we were all about to go to the store to get some cigs....she started a fight over shotty "tried to fight me over it when i had a cig lit up and she came at me and i just so happened to accidently burn her face, she started trippen saying i burnt her on purpose, made a big ass scene...we almost got the cops called......then she talked shit all nite bout me...got all pissed off cuz i wouldnt give her my phone so she could look up a number she supposivly put in MY PHONE which there was no damn fucking number.......
but what ive learned outta everything friends come and go...and thats the last thing i need to think "i actually have true friends" hah yeah fucken right....im done with everything and everyone in michigan a month and 1/2 im goin to the fl keys baby i dont need shit in michigan im my own bestfriend......(who do i trust? ME) fuck everything all i do is try to be a good person a good friend....and shit like that always happens im done being nice im done givin 2 flyin fucks about anyone, im done ridin a bike to someones work just to give them cigs for the day im done with everything all people are is stingy back to me when i do so much shit for them....i don't know how people can be so fucking coldhearted when someone does alot of shit for them.....you have to give a little to get a little......im done given to any of you fucken peice of shit bitches....last night gave me the biggest reality check about everything....i just flat out don't give 2 flying fucks about anything anymore....i fuken hate michigan im fucken out i never want to see anyone again ever....
other than that went to church with my family today, we are getting along alot better and communicating alot more which is nice....hope everything stays the same....after that came home and cleaned the house w/my mom...i feel like shit my stomache hurts....need to go to the doctors soon about that shit cuz my shit all fucked up :\.......not really in the best of moods, but im going to make the best out of my day........
but what ive learned outta everything friends come and go...and thats the last thing i need to think "i actually have true friends" hah yeah fucken right....im done with everything and everyone in michigan a month and 1/2 im goin to the fl keys baby i dont need shit in michigan im my own bestfriend......(who do i trust? ME) fuck everything all i do is try to be a good person a good friend....and shit like that always happens im done being nice im done givin 2 flyin fucks about anyone, im done ridin a bike to someones work just to give them cigs for the day im done with everything all people are is stingy back to me when i do so much shit for them....i don't know how people can be so fucking coldhearted when someone does alot of shit for them.....you have to give a little to get a little......im done given to any of you fucken peice of shit bitches....last night gave me the biggest reality check about everything....i just flat out don't give 2 flying fucks about anything anymore....i fuken hate michigan im fucken out i never want to see anyone again ever....
other than that went to church with my family today, we are getting along alot better and communicating alot more which is nice....hope everything stays the same....after that came home and cleaned the house w/my mom...i feel like shit my stomache hurts....need to go to the doctors soon about that shit cuz my shit all fucked up :\.......not really in the best of moods, but im going to make the best out of my day........