you're not waking up

[justonecherry]

I'm so fucking lonely it's not even funny. I'm tired of being pathetic and...just tired. I mean, really tired. Inside. I feel lacking friends even though I have friends. I miss everyone so much...Tears are pricking my eyes for the second day in a row. Although last time it was outright crying, and technically it was saturday night. Fuck.

"two pills just weren't enough,
the alarm clock's going off
but you're not waking up,
this isn't happening, happening, happening, happening, happening...
it is."