I'm coming to my final failure

Dec 16, 2004 18:46

last year on January 8th, 2:05 a.m. I wrote:
My New Years Resolutions 2004:
1. Continue healthyish thing and vegetarianism.
okay, so I'm still a vegetarian, but as far as healthy...? Not sure about that. Maybe in some ways.
2. Make new friends.
I was almost too sucessful on this one! At one point I had so many people calling me to hang out that I didn't have enough time for all of them. Now it's down to a manageable amount, which allows me to dedicate time to the ones that really matter.
3. Devote time to DA and CYE. Also, update diary more often and more meaningfully.
.failure.
4. Maintain budget living on only tips, therefore paying off debt. Also, set aside $10 a week for anime/manga and $10 for shows/cds.
um...no, not really.
5. Read more, and more intelligently.
sigh...no.

okay, that didn't go so well! so this year...
New Years Resolutions 2005:
1. Study more, and bring my GPA up next semester at Long Beach.
2. Be the best shift lead I can be.
3. Draw more, and better, and paint more, and better also.
4. Start exercising.
5. Read more, and more intelligently.

"Singing, I believe that lovers should be chained together
Thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
Left there to burn
Left there to burn in their arrogance
But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
And ended up becoming something other
than what I had planned to be
All right
I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And laid entwined together on a bed of clover
Left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness"
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