this sort of thing

[justonecherry]

so I just read some old journal entries from the only guy I ever told I was in love with. He was in socal and I missed him. I mean, I don't know him anymore, at all. In fact, honestly, I'm not sure he's straight. But I would have liked to see him.
In other news I've had a very confusing week and I'd like to say I've been thinking about religion or world peace or something. But I haven't been. Anyway, I've changed my hair. Mom says I look like an anime character. I dunno, send me an e-mail cuz my computer cord is broken and I can't get on AIM much. And I miss you all.

Oh, and I've remembered this song, I listened to it on repeat so many times. Fucking good song, even if they are sellouts. BTW, this song is the namesake for my character in c.y.e.

"I've done this sort of thing before
But then I start to think about the consequences
Because I don't get no sleep in a quiet room and...
The time when kindness falls like rain
It washes me away and Anna begins change my mind
And every time she sneezes I believe it's love
and oh lord.... I'm not ready for this sort of thing
She s talking in her sleep-it s keeping me awake
And Anna begins to toss and turn
And every word is nonsense but I understand and and
oh lord. I'm not ready for this sort of thing"