Friends Come... and Go...
I miss the old times...before, you can see the batch and my friends together every vacation, every christmas and every new year...But now, things have really changed because of misunderstandings and problems left unresolved that somehow involves me and others. I can't help but just reminisce those old years. I spent most of the vacation with Rod, it's not that I did not enjoy being with him, but hello??? We're always together almost every week, almost everyday...and it's different from being with your friends. Somebody said, that we should start again but we should accept that things changes with time, it's just too bad that he haven't preserved what we had since we're kids, when we are about 6 or 7.
And now, all I have to do is just cherish the things that we all had before...those times when nobody has changed yet...Well, friends really come and go, time doesn't determine how you preserve the friendship...it's just a matter of understanding and talking...Time can only tell who will remain and who will stick no matter what...
I haven't been a good friend either...oftentimes I lie everytime they ask me out...(they know who they are =)) I do evil things (you know that, friend)...But somehow theyre still there, I just don't know when or how long they can tolerate my tantrums and being maldita and maarte always...I don't even expect them to stay because of the things that I have said and done but mostly theyre still there...And for that I'll always be thankful that people like them stay and become a special part of my life...